past and future discussions
Written on 06 March 2004 at 9:30 a.m.

Temp down a tenth. Looks like all my other charts in shape so yeah. Maybe just higher cause... okay I have no idea why. Anyway. I am almost sure I'm not pregnant...

Now I think I want to TTC before the summer. I MAKE NO SENSE I know. Going to pitch the idea to Jason later but basically reasons are: 1)Don't want to be in my first trimester as an intern where I'm more exposed to infection. I'm particularly worried about CMV, since I know I've never had it based on my blood donation card thing. 2)Also would like to be home more when barfiness is more likely to occur. 3)Baby born in December= tax write-off. Baby born in March= no tax write-off. 4)We might be moving very close to my family to a place with very cheap rent... extra $ and childcare help. We'll only live there a couple of years and the longer the baby can be around that kind of support the better... as he gets older and we get more confidence as parents it will be easier (I think?) to move from family like we have to in 2006. 5) I want our parents to be able to meet their grandchildren and the thing with Justin's dad makes me want to... hurry.

I'll probably think of more.

We had a fight at the car show last night.... we think we need an SUV and he liked one that is less fuel-efficient and more smoggy than the one I liked... I may have called him socially irresponsible and selfish and a hypocrite. I may have said, "Why don't we just buy a Hummer and go to the third world and run over children with it?" or something like that. *blush* I'm such a pain sometimes, poor Jason.

Funeral today. Need to shower.

xoxoxo