i need a break
Written on 19 May 2004 at 12:23 p.m.

Sleepy sleepy.

It is hard for me to sleep now at night because I'm so freaking HOT. I feel like I have those little cartoon heat-wave-line things coming off of me. I might turn the AC down but it's already at I think 71 which is gonna be expensive. Anyway.

When I finish eating I'm going to take a nap and then run a few errands and oh yeah call the doctor for a confirmation appointment. My mom is all about me doing that, even though I think it's a little silly. It's not like the test at the doctor's office is some magical thing that's going to be different from the ones I've already done. But anyway. My insurance thing is figured out I think so yeah.

Right now I am not wanting to talk or think about being pregnant. I am getting worn out by all the emotions and whatnot. Plus very scared. So yeah. I maybe should not have told my mother but I did. Couldn't help it.

Murphy wants some of my lunch. He's cute.

Going now.

xoxoxo