graduation and yeah
Written on 28 May 2004 at 3:43 p.m.

I'm graduating tomorrow and it's totally weird. Last night was the graduation banquet and I just felt so... disconnected from everything. I don't feel like I'm actually going to be a doctor like the rest of the people in my class.

Probably has something to do with the fact that I'm terrified of residency and combined with my pregnancy-anxiety it's making me want to just not DO residency. Just quit. Which I don't want to do but yeah. It consoles me to think that I have the option and the world will not end if I don't do residency right now. One day at a time.

Dad is here, got here this afternoon. He's napping and then he's leaving to hang out with his friends who live in town and he might not come back until the morning, depending on how much he drinks. Sigh.

I got all the food for the little graduation brunch thing, except for the cake which needs to be picked up in the morning. I have a green chili, chicken(?), and cheddar quiche and a ham, spinach, and tomato quiche. And fruit salad and veggies and dip. I can't remember if that one quiche has chicken.

Anyway.

I guess I'm done typing.

xoxoxo