passed past
Written on 10 June 2004 at 9:42 a.m.

Wow I'm let in. Cool.

Okay so.... wedding shower last night for my good friend from high school. It started pouring, I mean like sheets of water, as I was walking in from the car so I was so soaking wet. It was like my clothes had just come out of the washer, they were so wet. (Nice to know you, cashmere sweater.) So yeah I felt frizzy-haired and frumpy and fat the whole time but it was fun anyway. My friend the bride looked beautiful in her Stepford-wife ensemble (is it rude to tell somebody they look like a Stepford wife? I meant it in a good way.) Most of the guests were her mom's friends, but there were two other friends of ours from high school and it was so nice to see them. I seriously feel so comfortable around my high-school friends even still, like I've just put on an old, soft, perfectly stretched-out sweatshirt. I told my friend Sarah about the pregnancy and she was lovely and supportive and said, "It wouldn't have happened if you couldn't handle it." Which is I think the best thing somebody has said about it. I love Sarah, we were best friends for years starting at age eight and I don't know why we don't hang out now.

I also talked to the mom of a guy I briefly dated when Jason and I were broken up one time... she's very nice and he's at Harvard Law School now, only doing something in London for the summer. Sigh. Exciting. Lately one of my favorite topics to think about is "Boys Who Have Liked Me." Is that totally sick? I think being pregnant makes my marriage seem more real and that's kind of freaky. Plus I feel fat and gross and undesirable so yeah. Anyway.

I have to get ready to drive Jason to work since his car is still messed up....

xoxoxo