oh my oh my
Written on 29 June 2004 at 4:44 p.m.

Right now I'm really stressy and I need to stop eating cheezits, or I won't want my dinner. Which Jason made in the crockpot and which smells good. Anyway.

Tomorrow is my last day of orientation. Yikes. Yiiiikkkeess. Thursday is my first day of actual work, and I'm also on call Thursday. That means I'll be working from 6 am on Thursday until noon on Friday. And think how many stressful things could happen in that amount of hours. Yikes yikes yikes. Today we did neonatal resuscitation training all day and we had to intubate cats (meow) and I HATE intubating. I get worried that I will cut up the tongues, for whatever reason. Anyway, then I get anxious and sweaty and the first cat I couldn't get and ugh. I got the second one, though. But my intubation confidence is shaken.

Okay SERIOUSLY I have to stop with the cheezits.

I put them away.

I think I'm going to call Dan because he called the other day and he will make me feel better. He's doing surgery residency. I'm glad I'm not.

ackity ackity ackity.

dog wants in.

xoxo